Saturday, December 15, 2007
Hi people,
Am rather lazy to upload the pictures onto blogger, for I don't know why.
I'm emotionally drained. I've somewhat lost all emotions of mine. What has gotten over me? I don't know. I've lost the ability to write anymore. Right now, in fact, I really have got no idea what to write or type down. I'm lost of words, not because I've too many to say, maybe, yes, I've alot to say, but who can I talk to? Freely. Able to pour out everything that is within me, that I'm hiding inside. No one, no one whom I can turn to, Even what that I've said out is very vague, if you guys 'ave realized. It's because I'm not comfortable, all ain't like me. All ain't gonna understand the psychology behind me, behind this facade, I'm creating a barrier, a barrier that's growing thicker, that it seems like I've lost touch of this world. I've not been myself lately.
Where is Benedict Tan Wei Yi?
Where is HE? That damn ass guy has lost himself.
I'm lost for words. I'm lost.
My world came down, I've to rebuild it, but how? How am I suppose to rebuild my own world? It's like walking through a maze, a complicated maze that seems to have no way out, there is no light, and I have to figure out a way. How long am I gonna take? It's still a mystery. I hope soon.
陈伟译上。
1:57 AM