Sunday, December 02, 2007
Hi people,
It's been a long time, since i blogged.
I don't really have the time to blog now since I'm working 9a.m - 6.30p.m every weekday. Gonna end my assignment soon, so you will see me here soon! Not many people read my blog anyway.
Life is
great.
Have been keeping to myself lately, withdrawing from many people. I don't feel comfortable sharing things with those people, cos they ain't like me. They don't actually understand how I feel even if I were to tell them. Best thing, maybe not the wisest thing, to do is to keep it in. Saying it out may lead to condemnation from others. People who are not like me, won't understand me. It's a psychological problem I guess. Who cares anyway.
The cruelty of a failed ___ , a ___. It's so painful, losing someone close to me. So close. All that I've left of now is one photo, one ___ and one ___. All of which is what I treasure the most. Give me the whole world in exchange of any of this 3 items. i would rather forgo the world. This whole world is so mediocre to me compared to the one I lost.
I still remember, all that you've said to me, the significant ones, and the not so significant ones, I should say, all that you've said are significant,
all.
I miss those days, really, I miss those days that we spent together.
Teochew porridge, Malay food, Macdonalds, KFC, Fish & Co. and many many many many more. So many of my first time, spent with you. You showed me the world. You opened up my eyes. Teaching me stuffs that I've never known existed, you helped me to grow so significantly in such a short period of time. Many realize my change, my change because of you. You made me want to change myself to be a better person, for you.
All this are just not of any significance now. All is lost, my world came down, I've to rebuild it again, slowly, by myself.
Cya people,
TATA.
Disclaimer:
Those who are gonna blabber and say that all that I've posted are vague, c'mon, I decide how I wanna write, :) Get a life.
陈伟译上。
10:42 PM